December 2009
38 posts
So...
Nothing’s happening tonight.
We’re probably just gonna sit around and watch the ball drop. And then we’ll hug and it’ll all be over. Hmph.
I woke up about an hour ago.
This is my daily schedule. Going to bed late and waking up even later. But it’s fine, I guess. It’s probably not, but let’s pretend it’s fine anyway. Sooner or later I’ll get my sleeping schedule straight. But I’m so addicted to twitter and facebook that I don’t think it’ll ever happen. Whatever. I have all summer to fix my sleeping schedule.
I was...
“I think that’s what’s wrong with the world. No one says what they feel, they...”
– (via jessaylward)
“Today, I went to see 2012 with my boyfriend. We heard this couple in front of us...”
– One very lucky girlfriend.
“It’s funny how the one person we can never get out of our minds is the one...”
– Siby Anan
Aw, fuck.
DAMN YOU, TAYLOR SWIFT. I’M NOT CRYING TODAY. TODAY IS THE DAY I EMBRACE ALL THE HAPPINESS I’VE FELT THIS DECADE. TODAY I EMBRACE AND ACKNOWLEDGE MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS, MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY, THE LESSONS I’VE LEARNED AND THE PEOPLE THAT GOT ME HERE.
Oh, fuck it. I wanna cry. I want to remember the people that broke my heart because they made me stronger. I want to remember the...
Huh.
It’s the last day.
What’s going through your mind right now?
Okay, so...
Sorry I’ve been posting so much end of the year stuff. lol. I promise it ends tomorrow night. Why? Because after tomorrow night begins the beginning of the year stuff o.o
“Who I am hates who I’ve been ‘cause who I am would take the second...”
– Relient K
What is Tumblarity about?
jessaylward:
(via xforeversiby)
basically it’s how popular you are on here.
ohhh. cool :D
I’m at 101. Is that a good thing?
What is Tumblarity about?
Last songs?
What songs are you going to end your year/decade listening to? It’s a pretty big honor you’ll be bestowing upon your music :P
I have absolutely no idea. There are so many songs that remind me of people that I reluctantly miss. I’m trying to think of the people that have been the biggest influence on my life in 2009, and the decade.
So tell me, guys, who will be the last person...
New Years Eve.
josephlawliet:
xforeversiby:
josephlawliet:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
Is anyone doing anything?
I want to spend it with my friends but I know my dad’s not gonna let me go anywhere. So I’ll just end up spending another night alone with him and my brother. My mom mentioned something about some Bengali party but...
New Years Eve.
josephlawliet:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
Is anyone doing anything?
I want to spend it with my friends but I know my dad’s not gonna let me go anywhere. So I’ll just end up spending another night alone with him and my brother. My mom mentioned something about some Bengali party but I reaallyyy don’t want to go to...
New Years Eve.
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
Is anyone doing anything?
I want to spend it with my friends but I know my dad’s not gonna let me go anywhere. So I’ll just end up spending another night alone with him and my brother. My mom mentioned something about some Bengali party but I reaallyyy don’t want to go to one of those. lol. I’d go if my brothers were still...
New Years Eve.
nikkinecrophilia:
xforeversiby:
Is anyone doing anything?
I want to spend it with my friends but I know my dad’s not gonna let me go anywhere. So I’ll just end up spending another night alone with him and my brother. My mom mentioned something about some Bengali party but I reaallyyy don’t want to go to one of those. lol. I’d go if my brothers were still here, but they left two days ago and...
New Years Eve.
jessaylward:
xforeversiby:
Is anyone doing anything?
I want to spend it with my friends but I know my dad’s not gonna let me go anywhere. So I’ll just end up spending another night alone with him and my brother. My mom mentioned something about some Bengali party but I reaallyyy don’t want to go to one of those. lol. I’d go if my brothers were still here, but they left two days ago and...
Can you believe it?
It’s been an entire decade since we’ve been born. Or at least it has been for me. The hell started in 2000 when I started school. In 2003, I was forced to change schools because my mom thought it’d be better for me when it was just worse. I actually liked school before I started going to PS24. In 2006 I graduated from elementary, in 2008 I graduated from middle school. I started...
Don't.
jessaylward:
I hate how boys need everyone to be absolutely perfect, I’m sorry that I’m not the way you want me to be. I’m sorry I can’t be fucking beautiful, I’m sorry I embaress you when I speak to you, I’m sorry that you don’t want to get to know the real me. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry.
Don’t apologize. Just slap him in the face if he can’t accept who you really are.
New Years Eve.
Is anyone doing anything?
I want to spend it with my friends but I know my dad’s not gonna let me go anywhere. So I’ll just end up spending another night alone with him and my brother. My mom mentioned something about some Bengali party but I reaallyyy don’t want to go to one of those. lol. I’d go if my brothers were still here, but they left two days ago and there’s...
Accomplishments.
I feel like I’ve accomplished nothing this year because really, what have I done? In January and February, I went out with this guy that was just…so stupid and immature that it’s amazing I was with him for three months. He went out with three girls after that. My friend said that he tried three times to move on and failed. She always did know how to use her words :)
I realized...
2010.
People keep saying that the world’s going to end on 2012, but I feel like the second that ball drops on January 1st, the world’s going to explode.
I die a little on the inside...
when I try to sign onto Twitter and it says “Service Temporarily Unavailable”.
WHAT IS THE INTERNET TRYING TO DO TO ME? I need to tweet. Twitter provides me life sustenance. I need to inform the world of what I do every minute. If I don’t, I feel lonely because I know no one really cares about what I have to say. lol.
“You really think you know somebody and you let them in. Then they cut your heart...”
13871.) his penis is huge and i am afraid of it.
(via blogsecret)
LOL. That’s horrible xD
“I want someone to love me for who I am.”
– Nick Jonas
“Death is peaceful - easy. Life is harder.”
– Isabella Swan
My mom talks too much on the phone. Aren’t mothers supposed to just know how their children feel? And even if they don’t, I made it pretty obvious that I was bored and didn’t want to talk. But she went on and on anyway. Jeez.
“Tell me, tell me, what makes you think that you are invincible?”
– Secondhand Serenade
Resolutions
Just a rough draft, I guess. Nothing is being set in stone, I just…I think there are some crucial changes I need to make in my life. Physical, mental, whatever.
1. I’m gonna start listening to what my brother says. Clearly he knows what’s best for me, so I should just go ahead and do what he tells me to because when I don’t, it doesn’t benefit anyone. I just want the...
What the hell.
How many more people are you gonna take away, 2009?
You mind giving us a heads up? It’s kinda getting annoying now.
R.I.P. James Sullivan a.k.a. The Rev of Avenged Sevenfold.
:/
Why is it that the people we need in our daily lives to make everything better are the ones that we can’t grasp? It’s like, when they’re there it’s the most amazing thing in the world. There is no room for sadness and you never find yourself with a frown on your face. But then they leave to live their own lives and you find yourself empty and broken. What do you do then?
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