What a day.

You fucking bitch.

You wanna know a secret? When you asked me who my best friend was, and I said you, I was being serious. I thought you were my best friend – the one person in all of HSMSE I could trust with my deepest darkest secret. And I did. Tell you, that is. And I made the mistake of trusting you.

I told you my secret.

First line.

You yelled it out loud for the world to hear.

Second line.

You thought you could talk about me in fucking code, and you thought I wouldn’t know.

Third line.

You didn’t look at me when you were talking to your real best friend.

Fourth line.

Which confirmed that you were talking about me.

Fifth line.

Which made me realize that I can’t trust you.

Sixth line.

But I already did trust you.

Seventh line.

And now, after all this time, I realize that it was stupid of me to think that when you talked about all your other “friends” behind their backs that you wouldn’t talk about me. Because when we talked in code about them, it felt like you did it because you trusted me.

Eighth line.

You fucking bitch. I told you a secret and you couldn’t keep it. I trusted you and it slapped me in the face.

Ninth line.

I’ve learned my lesson, so thank you. Thanks for teaching me such a valuable lesson but holy shit, fuck you for the way you needed me to learn it. I’m not going to force myself into your life, which I guess I’ve been doing. Talk in code with you best friend all you want. I guess I’ve lost mine. Now these lines are all I have left.

Tenth.

@1 year ago